Throny labyrinth

To be in a world of our own making,
                     feelings of self -reproach haunt me.

Perfection is constantly sought,
               have achieved what ?

The world does intrude you know.
you cant just survive on plain old love everlasting
Knights just don't exist anymore.....
No one puts their life, mortally in harms way for anyone.

Flesh, bones and sinew define me,
I am human just like you
Yet I have placed myself in a solitude
A dungeon of regrets ...........

Unconditional love is dream
No one ever deems anybody worth of that ..........
Some people are just meant to be alone.....................
Alone in a thorny  labyrinth of their own making
A maze that pricks ones body
and harms ones heart.

So many loves have gone and passed
Some persons are not worthy of that one true word
such a gift is only meant for a numbered few....................

At last the feeling is a sharp cut
breaks the organ of my heart.................
No discussions just one decision........................

Peace I had briefly felt ........................
Moments in time I have held
Gone like the sand through my hand
dry and wet ..........................
Until this shell is nevermore
and the thirst stay eternal .
Unquenchable.