Abuse

I've been verbally slaughtered by your tongue.
You have shred me to pieces about my dreams.
You despise me and yet you continue to succeed
in having a place in my dreams.

I should kick you to the curb.
You liar, cheater and flirt.
When you smile my heart still beats,
and I hear the lightest things like birds that make me weep.

I love and hate this disarray.
My heart is rejected by you,
but nevertheless I force myself to proceed.

My daily life pursuits don't mean a thing to you.
You are to busy flirting with others.
Putting me down and making me succumb to self destruction.